Woke up this morning. THE END!
haha sike. seriously woke up with a new attitude. Me and katilyn and amanda, are going to go on diets <3
exercise, and all that crappp ! (: really excited. my goal is to be down to what i wanna be, byyyyyy my birthdayy. march 30th (: so im good for spring break. :D
anywhooo.
Dad comes in, tries to wake me up alll early.. whyyy? idk, its like his thing. im just like get awayy ! he is soo annoying. im seriously ignoring him. i hate him actuallly. i hope he gets his legs chopped off. i always thought id stayy home , ya know for my mom and my brother. grandpa and uncle, butttt i seriously think im going to move. i hate it here. he'll pay for me for shit, then throw it back in my face.
watching easy A todayy. very good movie. !!!
But let mee tell you about me.
im neesh. 18. undecided major. my life... is pretty much exciting... (:
i really think i should have a reality showwww.... buttt, idk how to do that(:
pretty soon this blogging, is gonna turn into web post, like webcam things. ive never blogged before.
its pretty cool, telling my feelings to the world i guess... or whoever reads it (:
im very insecure.. whyy... i have no clue. i dont think im cute,
anddd im overlylarge. lol lets just say not a size 2. and it sucks because...(here comes the super duper exciting part of my life) society like hates "bigger" people... and makes guys dont wanna be seen with them..
(here it comes) GUYS! not my best topic, i suck at relationships... becuase i cant find a guy right for me. someone who appreciates me ): lol so i get used... and i go for just about anything, which is my problemmm . i like to argue, which i think is another bad thing... lol! i meannn. but still. i blame it on society, and guys ! yeppp you heard it. guyss & society. lol. sooooo for allll my girls out there that isnt a "size 2" thisss is for you
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! (: ANDDD THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR YOU!
hahah.
but seriously, ladies, being big isnt bad, but you have to be healty... being thick, is diff. from being fat...
be healthy and thick. witch baddddasss curves <3 you dont have to have beyonce curves to be beautiful babyy ! lol. sorry, so off topic.
butttt from now on, youll be hearing about me...day to day...
hearing about me and maria chasing guidos.. well tryig to find them... lol
hearing about who i get mad at. who i cuss out..whooo i wanna knock out..
and who is screwin whoo ! (:
hahhah.
hopefully you'll tune in frequently.. anywayy. adios.
Signing outtt
-neesh (: <3
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